I know I am a strong person. I know it is time to do what I must. I just dont like being mean or putting drama in my life. I wonder why I let this happen to me. When I have always taught others not to let them into relationships like this especially my daughter. Everytime I am almost away from him. He pulls me back. You knows what to say....I dont know how someone can get under my skin. I am going to walk away with every bit of strength I have. I will not talk or go back to him. I will keep walking forward not backward. I need to be me not let someone else tell me who I am. I can not believe I allowed myself to get with someone who is not good. I will cleanse myself this weekend.